Hi Jill,
I am so glad to see you here amid my good friends trying to find out more truth. It is funny but a few years ago I said I wanted to know the truth. I remember how you finally got me into your forum of the Journey to Mountain of Love, which you started January 14, 2007, I didn't get involved until June that year, and I was so afraid to make a post, it took me several months to work the nerve to post on the mountain of love. And look at me know. I have come a long way, as a lot of us have.
One thing that has been so important to me, and I do hope others will understand this someday soon, and that is forgiveness. One of the toughest things to do is forgive. Especially those that do things to you that are so cruel that hurts so bad you don't know what to do. But the truth is forgiveness is Divine. Luis has mentioned he didn't think he could forgive someone that harmed someone he loved, like children and animals. But here is the point, if you keep this feelings in your heart, how can you love completely yourself, it is like you carrying the baggage from this past. The hate just keeps growing, whether it is your hate or their hate. It needs to stop, it needs closure. The only closure that can be had is forgiveness.
No forgiveness is not easy, but it is rewarding and the feeling of peace is wonderful to have. Yes, I still have problems, like today, I wanted to get even, so to speak, but using my head and thinking about what good would it do, but just add more fuel to the fire, so I walked away. it isn't easy,but I know I am on the right track. I just hope that I help someone else in their walk in this life. Do you remember the lady that the man raped and she told him she forgave him? You know I believe she was truly blessed by her forgiving him. What do you think?
I guess you can say this is my truth. Myrna
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