Dearest Kathleen,
I thank you for praising me so much.
Branka knows I didn`t ever write anything to be praised for, or to be noticed as a special kid :) . I AM THE WAY I AM. Just and only I feel sorry, very sorry when see people suffering due fear from tomorrow (or any other fear). In our region (where the adversity lasts already over 19 years) a many people go so far to comit the suicide.
I cann`t stay .... silent , just like that. In the same time ... I came to understanding that BIGGEST mercy for me was to, guided by God, total dis-power adversity. I sincerely think of it as of my BEST AND MOST PRECIOUS TEACHER. And I AM NOT MASOCHYST ! OHOH, I like all the joys and the pleasures I ever can GRAB! I do have them. I put an efforts to HAVE THEM.
God is happy when I enjoy, and I enjoy when God is happy.
What Branka thinks people won`t understand is the part of my text where I am speaking off the guilt.
OMG!!! I didn`t tell YOU WERE BORN TO MAKE AND TO CELEBRATE YOUR MISTAKES, GO ON, MAKE THEM!!!
AH! I told : WHEN YOU FIND YOUR MISTAKE AND UNDERSTAND IT (and UNDERSTANIDNG my be synonym for the forgiveness) - DON`T KEEP THE PONGS OF THE CONSCIENCE, or in other words, OUR INNER JUDGE. If we accept IT to make us IMPRISONED, we accepted IT to be our God and to create our days and night-mares.
Lord Jesus said : "Be careful because YOUR WORD WILL CONDEMN YOU AND YOUR WORD WILL MAKE YOU FREE".
So, we cann`t say :OH DESTINY ! We really are co-creators of our life. So little effort of our minds are needed to BECOME ABUNDANTLY LOVED PEOPLE ... Not HUNGRY VICTIMS OF THE ILLUMINATES AND SOME OTHER ESOTERIC AND DEVIL`S ORGANIZATION FROM THE SHADOWS.
Man get to know Mars and beyond this solar system.
AND HIS HEART STILL WAITS TO BE INTRODUCED TO HIM AND TO BE ACKNOWLEDGED AS AN ALIVE TEMPLE WITHIN.
They are not only fearing us by hunger and crisis. Everywhere you can find PREDICTION, WITH A FULL DESCRIPTIONS, OF THE December 21st as a Dooms day.
Aren`t we running to the collective insanity?
I cann`t live as nothing is going on.
My Lord told : "WHO HAS EYES TO SEE MAY SEE ... "
Beloved God, I pray in you to open all eyes and give them to see.
But Lord`s words about an invited and chosen very confuse people. Some who are not lazy to read the Gospels - they already think of themselves as of chosen ... and run around with their explanations which rather knows to be scaring than encouraging ... and those who don`t read it ... THEY ALREADY KNOW THAT GOD HAVEN`T CHOSEN THEM.
W O R D S PEOPLE, W O R D S .
Jesus is Creator`s WORD. Respect, cherish and take care of it.
And at least, ALLOW GOD TO LOVE YOU AND TO TAKE CARE OF YOU.
It is EASIER THAN ENYTHING ELSE.
Luka