Evelvn and Kathleen, Thank you so much for your concern. I have learned that Billy was actually 83. I agree, I also did not realize that Lyme Disease was deadly, however at 83 our systems do not withstand as much as it did in our earlier years. As far as why an email rather than a phone call. There can be a lot of reasonable answers, however none would be sufficient. Perhaps a third or fourth cousin down the line receives a phone call and I receive an email. This would mean that a distant cousin has more worth than a brother. I am alright with that. I have said on many occasions that I have always been the Black Sheep of our family. I love every one of my brothers and sisters and the fact that they have never returned that love hurts, but I understand. When I needed help I called my brother(the one that emailed me)and explained why I needed help and asked for a small amount to help us out. When I had not heard back in over two months I first called my brother Jack and then Billy. Jack told me that I needed to stop pestering the family. The last time that I asked for any help was at least ten years ago. Billy was not home so I left a message. About two weeks later I received a letter from Billy with a $100.00 check. He had been on vacation and had gotten the message on his return home. He explained that he had just spent quite a bit of money helping grandchildren and really couldn't afford it, however we are family. Jack also sent a check about a week later and finally we received a little help from Carl. It hurts me to even have to ask for help, but there are times that you need to rely on others. On money problems or other concerns, Billy has always been the one who has helped me without first making me feel guilty. The best way to sum up my brothers and sisters is to say that they all had successful lives and because my life has been less than perfect, I am not welcome in their world. That is perfectly alright because they will always be welcome in mine. GOD BLESS YOU ~Mike~ http://www.countryvalues65.com
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