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RE: SOUND OFF ON ANY TOPIC YOU WANT TO.
8/2/2012 12:36:18 PM

Helen I have sent you an email at your private email account. Please let me know if you get it by replying back to me through it.

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Hello Evelyn

I have highlighted a short sentence below in your post.

Am I being bullied somewhere? Where? They better not be accusing me of scamming because when I am finished with them they will wish they had been nice to me. They will be wishing very much.

What is the url for 'the scam site' you mentioned?

If you would rather, email me at my private email address. I don't understand what is going on. Are these people somebody I know from Adland? Or are you talking about another Helen?

Helen




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Kathleen, I think a lot of us were bullied in school, I know I was but I soon got tired of it and scratched the bully very bad on her hands after she kept sticking her pencil in my back. It was all done very quietly and the teacher never knew about it but I will never forget the look on this girls face when I turned around and dug my nails into the back of her hand and drawing blood. That was the last time she ever stuck me with a pencil. :)

I for one admire you for the job you're doing in your online business, especially knowing how you're harassed by the two stalking cyber bullies, but know what? I wonder if they know just what most people really think of them. They are obsessed with me and follow me constantly and everyone that posts in my forums they attack them on the scam site. Today it was Helen. The only thing is though they can yell scam all they want too but they have NEVER provided proof that anything is a scam, they just use this as an excuse to bad mouth and tell lies on people. Did you know they even said Shaklee was a scam, a reputable company that has been in business for over 50 years? That is how ignorant they are. Neither one of them would know a scam if it hit them in the face. I think it's hilarious that most of the other posters ignore them and some have even complained publicly about their gossiping. They are two hate filled, envious, jealous idiots and be sure and watch because tomorrow after they read this they will really be on my case. :)

Isn't it strange that FB is full of MUCH worse things than Adland but you can bet you sweet booty they aren't going to take on FB. No they'll just continue to be obsessed with Adland and some of us members until the day comes they're brought down by a higher power and it will happen because constantly lying on people and trying to put them in a bad light will eventually backfire on them. It may take a while but it will happen so just be patient and keep on doing what you've been doing with your online business.

Remember, although we don't always see eye to eye on everything, I still have faith in you and your abilities. :)

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Hi Mike,

I also got bullied in school, I've had very pale skin all my life, got called names, teased, made to feel like an outcast, and then in 7th grade had to start public school because my parents didn't feel like paying for Catholic school anymore because the tuition was going up, that was difficult, I had to make all new friends, go thru a lot of teasing again, and you know how we learn to be precise in Catholic school and very organized, and that was also a point of teasing from the public school kids. I also had knee surgery at age 12 and had a horrible 7-inch scar which was deep purple for a few months and also a reason for other girls not to want to have me on their teams in gym.

Now I've been losing my hearing for several hears, can't hear much at all anymore, and I tell people that on the phone and they keep yacking as if what I just told them is not any more important than the weather.

My younger son is also hearing impaired and has a serious knee problem that prevents him from running or lifting heavy objects or standing for too long, and my older son was sent home from the military because of stress issues, he's painfully shy and quiet and also has to tolerate negative commentary from people who don't understand that he's a very talented artist and has a heart of gold, neither of them has a job but they help me with everything I need help with, even walking with me a couple blocks to the vets office on ice in winter to get medicine for the cats, my oldest son is right by my side when I need his help, no matter what people say about him not having a job, or me not having a "real job"...and some of that negative commentary is from relatives who don't know anything about the internet or the fact that I taught myself HTML and taught my sons HTML without going to tech school to learn it. I work hard online every day and feel like I've run a marathon every day, and today was on phone calls that I could barely hear, thru my breakfast and dinner.

Then I have to tolerate online harassment from some people who bash the businesses I promote when they don't even understand the businesses, and bash me when they don't even know me or how hard I work and how much effort I put in every day.

There were times a few years ago when I was making jewelry for consignment shops, staying up all night, my fingers frozen in winter, with a blanket wrapped around me, and also taught both my sons how to make jewelry & ornaments. Not very many young men would learn beadweaving with their mom, but my sons are my heart & soul and they knew I needed all their help.

My life has not been easy either, my parents had 6 kids, one was disabled, my dad was the only one working, only had one car, my mom didn't drive, and we all wore hand-me-downs when we weren't wearing our school uniforms. Nobody's life has been perfect, and my hearing is worse every day, I don't realize it until I have to talk to someone on the phone, and sometimes I DO have to. I don't want a hearing aid, my father refuses to get one, I'll get one when he does, probably never, or when the world stops all the stuff I don't want to listen to.

NONE of that matters enough for me to mention it on a regular basis, BECAUSE, as I've said before, I was raised with a sister who was born with Cerebral Palsy, and nothing else is as big or bad as that, nothing else overshadows knowing that a loved one will never run or do everything the rest of us do. None of my problems or my sons problems are that big. Nothing in my world will ever be as big as that, and having a sibling with a major disability is a driving force, it's a pivotal force in my entire daily life. My hearing loss is a minor issue, harassment is a minor issue, nothing else matters except wishing she had the life we all had, and she worked her butt off, and now so do I, no matter what other people think or say, and it's not to "rub salt in a wound" of anyone else who's not earning online, because I NEED TO earn online, and when other people state their problems, I know I have my own problems, and I keep working and working and working because my problems are not a major lifetime disability, and I know that, my problems are small and always will be, compared to my sister's life, my lifetime is easy and always will be.

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RE: SOUND OFF ON ANY TOPIC YOU WANT TO.
8/2/2012 12:54:01 PM

When I read this article from the CFP a few days ago I saved the link so I could post it at some point. This writer always writes in such a concise and realistic tone and what he's written here hits the nail on the head. Even though I worry about the direction our great country appears to be headed, again I just have to keep telling myself that God is control.

As virtue easily becomes guilt, so the dictatorship of virtue becomes a United States of Guilt

The United States of Guilt

- Daniel Greenfield Sunday, July 15, 2012
There was once an America that built its shining cities on a hill in the name of virtue. That nation has been replaced by another nation that builds housing projects in the name of guilt. We used to elect the best men for the job, or at least we believed we did. Now we hold elections of guilt, deciding which oppressed minority has been most shamefully overlooked, before casting our vote for a more diverse and equitable society.

Our American exceptionalism now is a small thing that takes place in the shadow of guilt. It is rarely mentioned now without implicit rebuttals of that guilt. Its advocates are forever laboring to get out from under the burden of slavery, segregation and a thousand other hissing sibilant S’s that have been used to mark us as an eternally unworthy nation.

Guilt is the shadow side of virtue. A politician who speaks about the virtues of a nation panders to his audience, and leads them with a golden halter rope to follow his policies. If he says that America is a great nation because it is a nation of immigrants, or a diverse nation or a nation where men can marry each other—his audience will internalize that lesson and repeat it back. If a foreigner accuses his country of being a bad place, he will reply that this accusation is false because it is actually a great nation where diverse gay immigrants can marry each other.

People are susceptible to building identities out of the compliments that they are given. Tell a man that he is a generous host and he is more likely to invite you, or someone else, over for dinner. That is how philanthropists are made, with dinners, awards and other social rewards for giving money. That is also how philanthropic nations are made. Americans keep giving money to the world and expect that one day an international rubber chicken dinner of some sort will be held in our honor.

Virtue imposes no obligation, except that of living up to that virtue. Guilt, however, imposes the endless obligation of escaping the burden of guilt. As politicians spoke less of virtue and more of guilt, America changed from a nation of shining cities to a nation of slaveowners forever striving to recapture its virtue in the face of the numberless crimes of its past.

The United States of Guilt is no longer benevolent for benevolence’s sake

The United States of Guilt is no longer benevolent for benevolence’s sake. It is benevolent because it has something to prove. When it voted for the historical moment of Barack Hussein Obama, it was trying to escape another history. It was creating new history in order to leave the old history behind.

Did America owe a debt of any sort to the bastard son of a Kenyan diplomat who had as much to do with 19th Century slavery or even 20th Century segregation as he did with the Napoleonic wars? No it didn’t. Guilt, however, isn’t rational, it’s neurotic. It is a coat of fear that someone else puts on you and that you will do anything to take off. It’s a voice in your head that says you are a bad person and, even when you don’t fully believe that voice, you know that other people do, and you want it to go away.

Above all else, guilt is power. It is a debt that, once accepted from outside, has no natural end. It is a bridle, a bit and finally a cage. It makes slavery so much easier by eliminating resistance from those who no longer believe that they have the right to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness. There is no room for these things, especially happiness, while wearing the hairshirt of a thousand historic crimes.

Exploiting guilt is much more effective than exploiting virtue

Exploiting guilt is much more effective than exploiting virtue. Participating in your own virtue is optional; participating in your own guilt isn’t. To be guilty is to be automatically complicit in crimes that have been assigned to your name. It is the essence of being considered “Part of the problem” rather than “Part of the solution.” The only hope of redemption lies in bending your back to the whip of the solution or wielding the whip against those who are still reluctant about becoming part of the solution.

Laws can only make you do so many things. Even the busiest police states have only so many men in black suits that fit badly around their shoulder holsters and sunglasses that don’t reflect the sun, only so many informers and so many operators to listen to wiretaps. The best stooges and informers are the ones that men and women plant in their own heads to threaten, intimidate and spy on their own actions, to censor their own words and thoughts, and to drive them to do what they do not wish to do.

The house of guilt is built on taboos. Acts and thoughts which should automatically inspire guilt. If they do not inspire guilt in you, then they will inspire guilt in your neighbors, and, if your neighbors catch you not feeling properly guilty about something in the way that they do, they will deem you a bad person. And that will make them feel virtuous.

The dirty little secret of guilt is that it brings forth such feelings of virtue. Liberals need racism, not only because it is another crisis that vests them with the right to rule as protectors of the oppressed, but also because it reaffirms their virtue.

They need racists the way that they need people who don’t recycle, who don’t agonize over America’s foreign policy, who unironically wear American flags on their t-shirts, who think that violence solves things, who believe that taxes should be lower, who are so privileged that they aren’t aware of their privilege, who don’t care about the planet or about any of the other things that they we have all been duly designated to care about this decade. It makes them feel good about their own virtues.

The manipulators of guilt strive to create a United States of Guilt, a permanent state of guilt run for their own benefit that works by imposing so much guilt that the guilt-ridden population never notices how their guilt is being spun into gold. Their goal is not to assuage the conditions that bring guilt forth, but to exacerbate them. The worse the conditions become, the greater their power grows. As with all sociopaths, those who exploit guilt for a living are the guiltiest and yet feel the least guilt.

In the United States of Guilt, the social crisis has replaced the Constitution

In the United States of Guilt, the social crisis has replaced the Constitution and legislatures, courts and executives casually rewrite that old yellowed document for the sake of the social crisis. The crisis, whether it is the heat death of the planet, racism, obesity or health care must be perpetuated endlessly because it has become the source of political legitimacy and national illegitimacy.

The political legitimacy of the presidents of guilt derives from that national illegitimacy, the heaps of books, articles, documentaries, wall graffiti, pamphlets, sociological texts, scatological poems, speeches and cave paintings that thoroughly and completely prove the past and present day criminality of the nation and the complicity of its people in that criminality.

This Constitution of Guilt, with its hundreds of thousands of pages, its multimedia apparatus and its glorious flag of guilt waving bleakly everywhere, is the true source of political legitimacy for the elite. It has displaced democracy and law with social crisis after social crisis whose very existence shames us all and makes all other forms of government, other than the emergency response to the crisis, irrelevant.

To protest anything that the crisis managers of the United States of Guilt do is to display racism, criminal selfishness, disdain for the planet, a lack of concern for the future heart problems of six year olds drinking soda; along with a legion of other crimes, all of which add up to being a bad member of society. A guiltless sociopath.

The social consensus determines who is and isn’t a good person. It says that good people feel a sense of responsibility toward others. Guilt is the emotion of failing to live up to those expectations and responsibilities. When it is universally cultivated, then everyone feels guilty for not living up to their social duties and guilt for not feeling more guilty about it; except those high-achievers totting back organic fair trade groceries in reusable Amnesty International bags on the way to prepare lunches for homeless gay illegal aliens while wearing buttons condemning the occupation of Afghanistan and Gaza, nuclear power, West Virginia, hunting wolves, drilling for oil, driving cars and not being more engaged with the problems of the world.

People will only do so much in the name of virtue, but they will do far more if they are hag-ridden in the name of guilt. People tire of being virtuous, but they are never allowed to tire of being guilty.

They will allow their own freedoms to be stripped away from them if they can be convinced that they do not deserve those freedoms because they have taken them from others. They will allow their money to be taken from them, if they are convinced that their hard-earned money is actually ill-gotten loot. Most of all, they will allow their happiness to be taken from them if they are convinced that their happiness indicts them for not caring enough about all the misery that they have caused.

And yet virtue is the gateway to guilt. If you allow politicians to spend enough time singing your praises, eventually they will force you to live up to them. If they praise America as a generous nation, that means they expect to take your money. If they praise it as a tolerant nation, that means it is expected not to put up a fight against any imposition. If it is praised as being willing to meet all challenges, that is a blank check. If it is praised for its willingness to come to terms with the past, that means the guilt is about to be piled on with a wheelbarrow.

Be wary of praise, for it often implies obligation. The easiest way to trap a population in guilt is to praise them to the skies, swell their heads with their own greatness, and then pull out the rug from under them by blasting them for their shortcomings. Make a people think that they are possessed of extraordinary virtues, and it is a matter of child’s play to entrap them by showing them that it is not so. As virtue easily becomes guilt, so the dictatorship of virtue becomes a United States of Guilt.

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RE: SOUND OFF ON ANY TOPIC YOU WANT TO.
8/3/2012 4:49:38 AM
If I were able to go back into my past and change something, like a decision, event, or course in life, what would it be? Nothing. I would not change a thing about my past because good, bad, or indifferent, this is the path that I have chosen to follow. Although my choices were not always the right choices I have never mistreated a woman, I have never stolen from anyone, and during my time in the Air Force, National Guard and Army Reserve I have never had to take another person's life. I am not saying that those who have are not good people, however I am just happy to know that I never had to. Yes, people do get sick of hearing me complain, and I get sick of it myself, however I have always tried to explain my reasons for it, so if the coffee is getting too hot (spelled with two o's) turn the fire down. Perhaps everything that I do say does go all over the www and perhaps it will reach enough people that can relate to what I'm saying, and some positive changes can be made. I also do not think that my lifestyle would have anything to do with how I promote others, as I have gotten Record Contracts for over fifty clients in the past ten years, and if they had not renegged (not spelled right)on the contract that they signed with us, We would not be in the position that we are in now, however I will not discuss my outside interests further as this is not the place for it. I also apologize that my character does not suit certain people. Perhaps a lot of people believe that it does not bother me to mention my problems or the fact that I have to go out and pick up cigarette to get through to pay day. Some of you will be delighted to know that it tears me up inside because it is like exposing myself to the world. It has been awhile since I have asked anyone for help and you can be sure that I won't ask anyone for anymore, not even prayers because it seems as though Christians can be the most critical people in these issues. I am considered a heart patient as I had Triple-by-pass surgery in 1994. As such I am not suppose to lift more than ten pounds of weight and extreme heat and extreme cold are dangerous to me. The jobs that I had after the operation always had me lifting fifty or more pounds on a daily basis, however I had to do it. This past week I have been walking to nearby Malls in search of butts. This has been a distance of around four miles. The weather has been between 96 to 100 degrees each day. I would take a bottle of water with me and within a half hour I would be drinking Hot water, but that's okay. On one of those days, after I got home I had to push Shirley over to the hospital to get her test for her Coumadin level. I told her that I was okay, however I had come close to passing out just before that. I would love to still be working, however as I have explained before if I work just five hours a week, her whole disability check will be taking away from her. I won't be mentioning anything about my life anymore, especially since a person that I felt was a good friend considers me to be a character. So, Kathleen, if you will let me know how much the jewelry costs, I will get the money to you as soon as possible. I certainly don't want you to think that I was panhandling you.
Until you have walked in my shoes, don't judge me. I have told you about the faults that I have been up against throughout my life, but I haven't mentioned too much about the good that I have done because I do not believe that it is right to brag. So, now that I understand that "Sound Off On Any Topic You Want To" means only for certain people I'll be sure to keep my mouth shut.
GOD BLESS YOU
~Mike~
http://www.countryvalues65.com


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RE: SOUND OFF ON ANY TOPIC YOU WANT TO.
8/3/2012 12:31:49 PM
Hello Mike, I'm going to address a few of the things you wrote in your post. First, Mike, we're very close in age and if I could go back in time there are many things I would change or do differently but since that is an impossibility I continue to look for ways to improve myself and my mind as I go along life's journey and that is something we can all do.
Regardless of what kind of childhood we had there comes a point when we have to take control and responsibility for our lives and quite blaming anyone else. Personally, the mistakes I have made in my life were of my own choosing just as it is everyone else's. No one twists our arms and make us do anything.
Second when I read what you said about hunting for cigarette butts I had to do a double take to make sure I was really reading what I was reading and to be honest I found it disgusting. Do you not worry about who has had those in their mouth and what kind of disease they could have that you could catch or is your addiction so strong it controls you? Have you thought about buying the supplies to make your own cigarettes? My brother bought one of the machines for about $30 and since he and his wife both smoke, doing it this way, he is able buy the supplies, tobacco and tubes, to make enough for both of them for about $15 a week. That is $7.50 a carton. So for less than the price of one carton you buy at the store you could save yourself a lot of money and you wouldn't have to go out hunting for butts. Since your addiction seems so strong, maybe this is something you should consider. It would definitely be better than smoking butts from who knows what.
Something else I couldn't help but notice and that is because one of your friends has a different opinion than you do, you take it personally. Shame on you for attacking Kathleen who did something for you out of the goodness of her heart. If I got angry every time one of my friends expressed a different opinion than mine then I would have no friends left and lots of times I certainly don't like what they say but that is part of being an adult, realizing that no one is alike and we all have different opinions.
One other thing and that is it may be tempting to do and people may commiserate with you at first, but the pity me attitude soon gets old and people tend to shy away from negative people.
No one is perfect and we all have our faults and I will be the first to admit that I have more than my share but I also try not to burden my friends with my personal problems although it is good if we can have someone close enough to confide in. Everyone has their own problems without hearing about mine. A lot of times the truth hurts. These are just my thoughts and after reading and rereading your post I decided to reply.
One last thing, the first thing I noticed was the small black and white print that appears to be copied and pasted into your post, evidently you had some coaching and probably from someone we all know. Whether you decide to post again is entirely up to you but you're always welcome to do so.

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If I were able to go back into my past and change something, like a decision, event, or course in life, what would it be? Nothing. I would not change a thing about my past because good, bad, or indifferent, this is the path that I have chosen to follow. Although my choices were not always the right choices I have never mistreated a woman, I have never stolen from anyone, and during my time in the Air Force, National Guard and Army Reserve I have never had to take another person's life. I am not saying that those who have are not good people, however I am just happy to know that I never had to. Yes, people do get sick of hearing me complain, and I get sick of it myself, however I have always tried to explain my reasons for it, so if the coffee is getting too hot (spelled with two o's) turn the fire down. Perhaps everything that I do say does go all over the www and perhaps it will reach enough people that can relate to what I'm saying, and some positive changes can be made. I also do not think that my lifestyle would have anything to do with how I promote others, as I have gotten Record Contracts for over fifty clients in the past ten years, and if they had not renegged (not spelled right)on the contract that they signed with us, We would not be in the position that we are in now, however I will not discuss my outside interests further as this is not the place for it. I also apologize that my character does not suit certain people. Perhaps a lot of people believe that it does not bother me to mention my problems or the fact that I have to go out and pick up cigarette to get through to pay day. Some of you will be delighted to know that it tears me up inside because it is like exposing myself to the world. It has been awhile since I have asked anyone for help and you can be sure that I won't ask anyone for anymore, not even prayers because it seems as though Christians can be the most critical people in these issues. I am considered a heart patient as I had Triple-by-pass surgery in 1994. As such I am not suppose to lift more than ten pounds of weight and extreme heat and extreme cold are dangerous to me. The jobs that I had after the operation always had me lifting fifty or more pounds on a daily basis, however I had to do it. This past week I have been walking to nearby Malls in search of butts. This has been a distance of around four miles. The weather has been between 96 to 100 degrees each day. I would take a bottle of water with me and within a half hour I would be drinking Hot water, but that's okay. On one of those days, after I got home I had to push Shirley over to the hospital to get her test for her Coumadin level. I told her that I was okay, however I had come close to passing out just before that. I would love to still be working, however as I have explained before if I work just five hours a week, her whole disability check will be taking away from her. I won't be mentioning anything about my life anymore, especially since a person that I felt was a good friend considers me to be a character. So, Kathleen, if you will let me know how much the jewelry costs, I will get the money to you as soon as possible. I certainly don't want you to think that I was panhandling you.
Until you have walked in my shoes, don't judge me. I have told you about the faults that I have been up against throughout my life, but I haven't mentioned too much about the good that I have done because I do not believe that it is right to brag. So, now that I understand that "Sound Off On Any Topic You Want To" means only for certain people I'll be sure to keep my mouth shut.
GOD BLESS YOU
~Mike~
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RE: SOUND OFF ON ANY TOPIC YOU WANT TO.
8/3/2012 1:58:18 PM
Hi Evelyn, Mike & All,

I had a feeling of de ja vu when I read your latest post. A few years ago when we first met here in Adland Mike we exchanged quite a few PMs with each other and I enjoyed some of the things you shared with me. On the other hand the problems you're facing today you were facing then too and you mentioned them in your PMs.

I find it astounding that considering all the mistakes you've apparently made in your life you wouldn't change anything is one of the most foolish statements I've ever heard. It borders on utter stupidity. You've shared with the world that your family holds you in total disdain and contempt and one has to wonder why that is. Why bother telling us about that? Does it add to your feeling of being unjustly treated by them or simply telling us that they too think you're a "character" not worth dealing with.

Did you ever bother asking yourself why 50 customers reneged on their contract with you? It's certainly a legitimate question and one worth thinking about. If you had an iron clad contract with them you could have taken them to court and if you really did negotiate 50 record contracts for them after you sued one of them the rest wouldn't have reneged. Apparently you did nothing about it so the 50 record contracts might just be a figment of your imagination.

Evelyn covered the cigarette butts quite well so I won't add anything other then it's mind boggling that you would hunt for butts and then think it's a worthy piece of information to share with the world.

I wonder what "positive"changes you think your posts will make as you mentioned in your last post. I tried to find a logical train of thought in your post and really couldn't find one.

It's never to late to make positive changes in ones life and I really think you should be thinking about that rather then sharing all your fluke ups in life.

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Hello Mike, I'm going to address a few of the things you wrote in your post. First, Mike, we're very close in age and if I could go back in time there are many things I would change or do differently but since that is an impossibility I continue to look for ways to improve myself and my mind as I go along life's journey and that is something we can all do.
Regardless of what kind of childhood we had there comes a point when we have to take control and responsibility for our lives and quite blaming anyone else. Personally, the mistakes I have made in my life were of my own choosing just as it is everyone else's. No one twists our arms and make us do anything.
Second when I read what you said about hunting for cigarette butts I had to do a double take to make sure I was really reading what I was reading and to be honest I found it disgusting. Do you not worry about who has had those in their mouth and what kind of disease they could have that you could catch or is your addiction so strong it controls you? Have you thought about buying the supplies to make your own cigarettes? My brother bought one of the machines for about $30 and since he and his wife both smoke, doing it this way, he is able buy the supplies, tobacco and tubes, to make enough for both of them for about $15 a week. That is $7.50 a carton. So for less than the price of one carton you buy at the store you could save yourself a lot of money and you wouldn't have to go out hunting for butts. Since your addiction seems so strong, maybe this is something you should consider. It would definitely be better than smoking butts from who knows what.
Something else I couldn't help but notice and that is because one of your friends has a different opinion than you do, you take it personally. Shame on you for attacking Kathleen who did something for you out of the goodness of her heart. If I got angry every time one of my friends expressed a different opinion than mine then I would have no friends left and lots of times I certainly don't like what they say but that is part of being an adult, realizing that no one is alike and we all have different opinions.
One other thing and that is it may be tempting to do and people may commiserate with you at first, but the pity me attitude soon gets old and people tend to shy away from negative people.
No one is perfect and we all have our faults and I will be the first to admit that I have more than my share but I also try not to burden my friends with my personal problems although it is good if we can have someone close enough to confide in. Everyone has their own problems without hearing about mine. A lot of times the truth hurts. These are just my thoughts and after reading and rereading your post I decided to reply.
One last thing, the first thing I noticed was the small black and white print that appears to be copied and pasted into your post, evidently you had some coaching and probably from someone we all know. Whether you decide to post again is entirely up to you but you're always welcome to do so.

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If I were able to go back into my past and change something, like a decision, event, or course in life, what would it be? Nothing. I would not change a thing about my past because good, bad, or indifferent, this is the path that I have chosen to follow. Although my choices were not always the right choices I have never mistreated a woman, I have never stolen from anyone, and during my time in the Air Force, National Guard and Army Reserve I have never had to take another person's life. I am not saying that those who have are not good people, however I am just happy to know that I never had to. Yes, people do get sick of hearing me complain, and I get sick of it myself, however I have always tried to explain my reasons for it, so if the coffee is getting too hot (spelled with two o's) turn the fire down. Perhaps everything that I do say does go all over the www and perhaps it will reach enough people that can relate to what I'm saying, and some positive changes can be made. I also do not think that my lifestyle would have anything to do with how I promote others, as I have gotten Record Contracts for over fifty clients in the past ten years, and if they had not renegged (not spelled right)on the contract that they signed with us, We would not be in the position that we are in now, however I will not discuss my outside interests further as this is not the place for it. I also apologize that my character does not suit certain people. Perhaps a lot of people believe that it does not bother me to mention my problems or the fact that I have to go out and pick up cigarette to get through to pay day. Some of you will be delighted to know that it tears me up inside because it is like exposing myself to the world. It has been awhile since I have asked anyone for help and you can be sure that I won't ask anyone for anymore, not even prayers because it seems as though Christians can be the most critical people in these issues. I am considered a heart patient as I had Triple-by-pass surgery in 1994. As such I am not suppose to lift more than ten pounds of weight and extreme heat and extreme cold are dangerous to me. The jobs that I had after the operation always had me lifting fifty or more pounds on a daily basis, however I had to do it. This past week I have been walking to nearby Malls in search of butts. This has been a distance of around four miles. The weather has been between 96 to 100 degrees each day. I would take a bottle of water with me and within a half hour I would be drinking Hot water, but that's okay. On one of those days, after I got home I had to push Shirley over to the hospital to get her test for her Coumadin level. I told her that I was okay, however I had come close to passing out just before that. I would love to still be working, however as I have explained before if I work just five hours a week, her whole disability check will be taking away from her. I won't be mentioning anything about my life anymore, especially since a person that I felt was a good friend considers me to be a character. So, Kathleen, if you will let me know how much the jewelry costs, I will get the money to you as soon as possible. I certainly don't want you to think that I was panhandling you.
Until you have walked in my shoes, don't judge me. I have told you about the faults that I have been up against throughout my life, but I haven't mentioned too much about the good that I have done because I do not believe that it is right to brag. So, now that I understand that "Sound Off On Any Topic You Want To" means only for certain people I'll be sure to keep my mouth shut.
GOD BLESS YOU
~Mike~
http://www.countryvalues65.com


Peter Fogel
Babylon 7
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