|
Dear Myrna,
Thanks for sharing this honor, to be featured at the Sunday Showcase, with me. Thomas really did a great job, featuring also my Belgrade.
Thanks for looking at my future with so much positiveness! I am a little special case :) . Must admit that so often I was jealous to my mother`s silence. That`s the way she calls her Invisible University . I used to play musics so aloud ... but her attention is uninterruptable .... and whatever I could do ... she would be "there" not with me. Now I feel ashamed when retrieve those pictures in my mind, realizing with how much tender and patience she tried to explain me that "a deep silence" is her essential need, her workplace ... OMG! So, due that jealousy, I sometimes joined her parents in their offensive attacks to her ... and when she tried to share with me her happiness and delight for some new learned things, I used to laugh at her ...
But, any time when I found myself at any trouble ... those words (written on invisibly way somewhere at my mind) came like an angels to me ... and I could bear and overcome anything ... just like that.
I wish, one day when I`ll be father ... to be able to give my kids 100th part of the love and goodness, knowledge ..... all, all .... until smallest material things, what my mother gave to me.
I don`t know what`s now with me ... but I feel like the fog goes down of my eyes, showing me a royal abundance she gave to me.
From which material she has been done?
Cann`t guess that.
Love you Myrna!
Luka
|