I have health problems that would keep any person from being able to do anything at all, Yet I continue and it is only the power of God that gets me up in the morning and allows me to work.
The doctors are puzzled. They don't understand why I am not quadraplegic, as the injuiries and degenerative bone and nerve disease puts me in such severe pain, that I litteraly can not speak for two hours every day.
Each day i get up and I am sure that it will be my last day on earth. I feel so absolutely horrible that I have days when I can not do anything at all. I crawl out to the den from the bedroom and I get to the easy chair you see in my photograph.
I then turn on my computer and start reading emails. They are from desperate people who also have problems with thier body not functioning.
I use the knowledge that God has shown me to learn and I use it to help people. These people are the reason that I continue. My own mother passed away by not listening to the things I had tried to teach her. My father passed away because I could not talk him out of his horrible fear of having a heart attack. He litterally scared himself so badly with this obsession that he had Myocardial infarction and passed away within minutes.
My brother, who is the dark sheep of the family has listened to me and is using my techniques for rebuilding the heart and cardiovascular system, and now he is in good health at 63 years old and works on his rental houses as vigorously as a 20 year old.
My sister, who blames me for my father's death will not speak to me because she thinks I am stupid and don't know what I am talking about. She has diabetes type 2 just like me and the doctors are killing her with treatments which are ambiguous at best.
There are hundreds of ablsolute strangers who are living despite the doctors having given up on them.
It seems the strangers have listened to me and are benefitting from the advice I have given them.
They don't write me often and I get little information from them except the occasional thank you, which makes my life worthwhile.
I accept no credit for any help I have given and I have recieved no money for this service even though I have run out of money for my herbs this month and I fear that I may loose whatever gain I have when I have to stop taking the supplements because I have no money to buy them any more.
So if you don't hear from me, you will know what happened to me. I am going on faith that the money will come from somewhere and even though i make money on the internet, it is not enough becuase the supplements that I need cost me over 300 dollars a month, just to keep my blood sugar in balance and give me energy to go about my day.
That is why I joined the automatic builder program from you hoping to generate a little cash so I could purchase my medicine. Even though I am promoting this heavily, I got no signups and I can't afford the coops to ad members to my downline, which would at least pay for the program cost and maybe generate some little profit.
I would appreciate it if you could get my sponsor to help me in gaining some new members.
Thank you for being my friend. I am one of the anonymous people working for God and doing His will every day. I need no thank you, I am not interested in fame or riches. Money does not motivate me, so I have no desire to be welll off. This limits my ability to get enthusiastic and may be my biggest weak point in my affiliate programs
I am rich in spiritual gifts and I have much power given me by God to help other people, just can not help myself with these gifts. It is a thankless job I do and I will do it untill I can no longer function.
Your freind,
Robert
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