Hello Everybody
In this post, I am going to introduce you to a brand new friend of ours. I only met her 27 hours ago (computer time ) myself. Actually, I met her on another forum and I was so touched by her story that I just had to bring her here to meet you all. She had reached the point which many of us refer to as " the end of our rope " and in her anger and frustration she did something for the very first time that some of us do on a regular basis. There was no one around to talk with so she spoke with her inner self
in the form of a poem. Because this was her first attempt at poetry she was very reluctant to let anyone else read her poem.
Well, needless to say, I could not settle for that and all but begged her to share her poem with me. She finally broke down and sent the poem to me, and friends, I have to tell you that her poem touched my heart in such a way that,,,,,,,,,,,,Well, you'll understand as soon as you read it. Friends, I introduce to you our new friend, Shelly Hargis, also known as Linda. ( privat little joke ) and her untitled poem titled " From The Heart ".( I had to give it a title )LOL.
If you do not feel this poem go immediately and get checked for rigor mortise.
Today My Heart is Breaking. My Sister is a Drug Addict and Has been so for Many Years. My Mom is an enabler and Comes to Me when Things Get Rough.
I go to Help, But instead, I end up Losing My Temper and the Tables Turn.
They All gang up on me and Make me Leave.
I feel so Alone right now.
This Feeling of Rejection mixed with Anger and Frustration.
I want so Badly to Have Never Known My Family.
I Deny the Blood that flows through me.
I want this to just go Away but it dont.
My (Family, only By Blood) Makes me out to be the Bad Guy when I try to Help.
I have went through this Before, But No More.
I am Cutting the Cord.
I will no longer Have anything to do with them.
I Cant Take the Pain anymore.
Thank God that I have My REAL Family.
My Husband, My Kids and Grandson to Make it through the Day.
If it wasnt for them, I dont think I would Stay.
© Shelly Hargis
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