Dear Jill,
When think a little better, I gave my Mom reasons to visit her hair dresser at least twice a week! That could be so, if she was JUST NORMAL :) mother. But ... obviously her "insanity" works for the both of us.
I was never forbidden to do A N Y T H I N G !!!!! Muslims people from my region call their devil with sweet name, in diminutive, and it sounds as : "hayvanchich" :) . Giving me a full freedom, my mother made my hayvanchich unemployed. I don`t like to say I haven`t hurt my knees and my heart ... but I was aware (informed) of the risk and always took it with whole strength and fearless. My friends always have had to lie their parents, and were scared from them. Branka told me in my early age that she won`t respect me if I chose "to walk as over an eggs", on the top of my fingers ... and I understood what she meant. Also, she added : "But also I won`t respect you if your paces will be strong ... but without the kindness and the truth". And I understood.
I owe her too much. Now she will be disappointed telling me that love haven`t heard for debts . But, unfortunately, I don`t know how to say HOW BLESSED I AM HAVING HER GUIDANCE, LOVE AND CARE WITH ME ENTIRE LIFE.
Dear Jill, I don`t know you too much, but can sense "our resonance" and really I can touch and love alive and sweet child who left me here most amazing words, with the signature
Hope to see you much more.
Many blessings were sent your way!
Love,
Luka
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