Roger, since you have felt comfortable enough to share your feelings here, I will share mine. I have been in the same position as you. I have felt depression, and that's what the devil wants. He wishes for us to go down in the doldrums and stay there. He even wishes us to curse God.
This is when we need God the most. We must place our faith in God, and we must ask for His guidance and His protection on a daily basis, or else the devil WILL come in and try to destroy us. We are human beings, and we are prone to do the carnal things of this world. The devil does not want us to be successful, and he praises those who do the evil things of this world.
We must not allow ourselves to commit the unpardonable sin. If we do, we are doomed, out of eternity.
Bless you my friend, and you are in my prayers, and thank you for yours. Tomorrow I go on my first flight since I've been back to work. I will go to Belize City, Cancun, Merida, then back to Miami.
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