Hello Terry...
Thank you for your openness, frankness and honesty ... and I am pleased to have you here ... I can sense that you are a very beautiful person ... one who doesn't take life, and what happens in it, for granted ... and one for whom life has been an uphill struggle.
I believe that our souls are part of the infinite that come from the Source, the Divine ... the never ending ...
As human beings, I think that, sometimes, we are very limited in our concepts because our world, since day one, has been confined to shapes and sizes, to quantities, mathematics etc ... we've been taught to experience the world through our 5 senses, so automatically we think of our soul in terms of a shape and size ... some may even think that it is similar to our body ... but the truth that I believe is ... that the soul has none of the above. In my opinion it cannot be quantified or qualified in human terms ...
I can't remember the exact phrase, perhaps Bogdan can quote the correct one, but Deepak Chopra said something on the lines of ....
It is not the soul that resides within man ... but it is man who resides within the soul ... and I tend to agree ... If we use a different perspective to look at everything around us ... mother nature, the skies, the planets, the universe and whatever may lie beyond ... even the air and everything within, outside and beyond time and space ... we would find infinity ... Even if our planet became extinct, the cosmos would still continue to be there ...
As humans, in bodies, we are only passing through this plane ... our time on earth is limited and our very existence is fragile.
Think about it this way ... when you have the radio on, you hear sounds, which may be a song or whatever ... When you turn the radio off ... the sounds cease to be heard and in their place there is silence ....
Silence is infinite, ever exisiting, we decide when to break it ... by allowing the sounds to occupy its time and space ...
I'm not sure if I am managing to explain this very well ... but then it is 1.30am heheheheh
God Bless dear friend and thank you for being here.
Hugs
Venerina