Hello Joe,
Thank you for your thoughts, which agree. I had and have friends, family through the years whom have been a solid anchor to me to talk to etc. And later years cry on as my late father would not let us cry because he believed it was a sign of weakness and 'Tears do not get you anywhere' - It took me years to feel the freedom of allowing those built up tears to flow.
I remember one lady back in New Zealand telling me that she had watched me growing up and said I was resilient - This one word says most about me, I have been and do get down yet not for long and I pop back up fairly quickly.
Since meeting and marrying James, for the first time I have found whom I really am as James accepts me and loves me 'warts and all'. James and I have brought out the best in each other because of our common background, being the youngest in our respective families and being squashed from being ourselves. Having the common bond of love from and to the Lord Jesus Christ on our own level and being able to freely express and talk about any subject without boundaries. This is unconditional love and acceptance to me.
Thank you for the palomino horse, we love riding and are in the process of packing and moving to our own home on 5 acres. When can we come and collect him? *grin*
Kind regards Amanda Martin-Shaver
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