Hello Bill,
I have only been to your mental health forums a couple of times...I too talk about mental health and emotional well being!I have been dealing with depression for many years...I had a major episode where I had hit rock bottom and wanted to commit suicide back in 1988, that was a single episode. I found out at that time that I have a chemical imbalance, so I have to be on anti-depressants for the rest of my life.
I also suffer with anxiety/panic disorder and social anxiety disorder. I have to say that I have never felt that I had a stigma put on me because of my mental health issues. People that do not know about mental and emotional health are just like you before you knew about it...they have to learn, and so did you at some point!
I never have a problem talking and teaching people about mental health issues. I studied about it after dealing with depression myself so that I could teach and educate people about a very serious issue we have in this world. For so many years society have looked at people like they are crazy or something just because they have depression or any other mental health issue. We know that is not true, but for many others that belief still exists.
With that said, I never get upset with anyone that doesn't understand because I feel I have to be compassionate towards them as well. Why you ask? Because we all have to be compassionate towards each other for what one does not know about and understand! Teach them...help them learn about the issue...don't get upset with them! That will not accomplish anything, except getting into a position like you are right now.
I read the emails you posted, and I do not feel the same way you do, I must say! John wrote...it had been brought to his attention...thereby telling me that someone else felt he should not be debating with you over whatever topic you were debating about! Perhaps that person suggested that you would get too upset by continuing the debate, otherwise why would John also say that he went to your forums and found out that you do indeed have mental health issues.
The way it looks to me it seems that John was taking the advice of someone else, and he was only looking out for your best interest due to what he was told! I really feel that there was not anything malicious meant by his comments.
I feel that sometimes people get defensive about an issue they have and subconsciously are just waiting for something negative to be said or done, and then they over react. I really feel Bill that you reacted to what was said before really reading what was wrote. I am not taking anyone's side here, I am purely going on what I read, and I really do not see any malice in what John wrote.
My friend, we have enough problems and fighting in the world, and alot of times it is over lack of communication, or something being misunderstood. Let's not see that happen here in our community as well. I feel we are all adults here, and that we can communicate and share our feelings and opinions with each other without having to be criticized by anyone else.
We must remember that God created us all, and He created us with different minds, so each of us are individuals with different opinions, thoughts, feelings, etc. So therefore, we need to respect each other and remember not to judge anyone else, for God is The Judge, not us!
Another thing Bill, it does not accomplish anything to announce to the community when you have an issue with someone. Instead why not contact that person personally and let them know how you feel...let them know you didn't appreciate something that was said or done, and then work it out like 2 civilized and rational human beings. I feel doing it this way gets alot more accomplished, and things get worked out much better in the long run! Maybe you can consider doing that next time my friend...do it for yourself, the other individual, and for the betterment of the community!
I am going to send this response to John as well, and I pray that you and John can talk and get this issue resolved!
God Bless You Bill,
Your Friend, Marilyn
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