"whats happens for i change?

I never was and i never miss until now...because my negative attitud was always justify with carefull everytinhg i dont make wasnt negative, was just being carefull.

until i know that girl thta crazy girl that try a lot change me.

That girl i cant see where i was wrong,but i was.Everything start when i find balls to say hello to her and try to talk.....this kind of thing just happen when im drunk....because my negative attitude dont let me go there and talk...i always think in the most negative thing that can happen,she can refuse me she can joke with my face so many things.....but okei i gonna go in positive....we start to going out a long time after that but she is different she make me come happier but my negative come again in this and i start to b a asshole because i wasnt accostumized of being always happy.But she was and this start to go again inside me.negative come again out and i was a asshole with her....fighting with her go away without saying anything sometimes just for see if she comes....and after some months i loose her i loose her love...but she teach me something the last weekend she teach me that being positive works....make good things good things gonna come to you...and today in the morning when i wake i think a lot in that....and my first reaction was to try...i had a bad problem to solve and i go direct there and i act positive....i was positive with this person and she find a solution that was also good for me......

this make me feel bigger,i hope is a all new start in my life and i can be happy now and forward.

I know you gonna ask yourselfs you loose this girl anyway.....no i dont loose her she become my friend something that i wasnt with her when i was dating her.....i have so many things to say that maybe im mixed up everything here.....im gonna comeback with more things.....and sorry for the bad English"