Heavenletter #1 God Speaks, November 17, 2000
God said:
Today you will sit back and be receptive and learn.
Today you will put yourself aside and listen to Me.
You do not need your agendas anymore.
You were born attached to your mothers so that you could dis-attach yourself and learn your Oneness with Me. You don't have to go anywhere. You do not have to distance yourself. You separate to learn there is no separation. Only, you have attachment to separation.
You have been attached to your individuality, and now you will make way for Me.
You are all pure receptacles of My love.
Receptacles are containers. A receptacle receives and holds, not in order to keep, but to be emptied.
As a receptacle of My love, you pour Me out. You don't have to do much. You only have to bend a little, tip a little, and My love will flow of Itself.
Yes, you will be a pure receptacle of My love.
Pure does not mean what you think it means. It does not mean that you are perfect in the eyes of the world, that you eat perfect foods, behave perfectly. You, of yourself, cannot behave what you call perfectly, because the individuality you are attached to knows so little and understands even less.
You will go higher today. You will leave your past behind. You will not depend on your past so much anymore. You are making way for Me, and to do that, you (that which you imagine to be you) must get out of the way.
That is all you have to do. Move over. Then you allow Me.
The receptacle thinks he is the owner of his contents. But a receptacle is not an owner. He is a conveyer. He holds only in order to convey. The contents are not for himself. A receptacle is poised and ready to surrender what it has held. The receptacle does not hold on but lets go.
I am Purity.
And you become the pureness of love you are meant to be by letting go of your individual sense of ownership. Your individuality that you prize so much holds you back. You think it is your importance, but it is your trial and tribulation. You think it is your doorway, but it is boarded over with your attachments.
The individual does not want to change. He may say he does. He wants that which is around him to change perhaps, as he sees fit, but he really wants to hold himself to himself as he already is, or as he thinks he already is. He wants to capture the world to him rather than opening himself to it.
No more holding on.
Instead, allow Me to enter and dispense the love you have been holding in store for Me.
Today get out of the way of yourself.
You are not the topic.
I am the topic.
The world of life is Mine.
You have flanked the world.
Now I tell you to enter it.
And enter into it as you came.
You came with nothing but Me. You came with My faith in you. Now you learn your faith in Me. Be innocent.
You did not come with suitcases. You did not grasp. Your hand was open, and so you had everything to give.
You contain everything still. All is contained within you. But you look to the outside to fill you. You are already full. You have Me within you. Know it. Let My thoughts be yours.
Today awaken to your holiness.
Pettiness is a pretense.
It is not truth.
Today you are learning what Thy Will be done means.
At present you dig the earth with your fingers, and all the while there is a huge Mover at your disposal. You shovel with a stick when you only have to allow Me to open the earth. You draw fantasies with your stick and complain about what you have fantasized and question it and worry it from every which direction and ask for every description and analysis of it so that your will can be done, and, all the while, your will is a little stick.
Join with My Will and come from a higher wider place of great Truth and great Love. Do you really think the finite can overtake the Infinite? Be not attached to your small world. Open to Mine. Open to Heaven, for I have poured it into you.