Hi Bill, Hi Lee
No apologizes needed Bill...time is an issue in everyone's life...
I was so disappointed to see so many threads I had not had a chance to visit this morning that had been deleted last night...and all of the wonderful posts and information...but I found you again! And I am not going anywhere! I may not have a lot to offer at this point in time, other than raw feelings, but I'm here listening and learning...sharing where I can...I am so tied up in my own head that seems to be reeling from it all!
And Lee, oh my dear, please do not think I was intentionally wanting to anger you. I do understand the unsatiable anger involved here! Believe me! I have more anger, mostly at myself, inside of me than, I fear a nucular weapon! Please forgive me. If you do not want to talk about things because of the blinding feelings that stand in your way...I understand! You do not come across as being cold as much as being protective. I completely understand! And I do understand too, that my son is an adult and responsible for his own decisions....but what I do not know is if he can even make a rational decison regarding his basic every day needs like, nurishing his body, or even eliminating waste from his body. I know when he was here at my house, he would go days without eliminations. I don't know how else to put it. These things are the things that worry me! As for me putting my faith into god...the word god, itself does not offend me...however, I am a pagan, in the truest sense of the word and I do pray and meditate...and send it back into the universe...I can do no more...I need to go now, I cannot type/think anymore...will continue another time...by the way, Lee, how would you like to be addressed? Lee, Lee Lu, Or Lisa? For future reference, I am Julia. Thanks.
Julia
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