Dear Nick,
I don't know what your handicap is, but I know it's certainly not in wit! Regardless, the Bible teaches us that Jehovah God will soon bring about the following changes on earth, and I hope that you and yours will do the things necessary now to be there:
Rev. 21: 4, "And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away."
Isaiah 35: 5 & 6, "At that time the eyes of the blind ones will be opened, and the very ears of the deaf ones will be unstopped. At that time the lame one will climb up just as a stag does, and the tongue of the speechless one will cry out in gladness. For in the wilderness waters will have burst out, and torrents in the desert plain."
John 5: 28 & 29, "....all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out."
Isaiah 33: 24, "And no resident will say: "I am sick."
Ps. 72: 16, "There will come to be plenty of grain on the earth; On the top of the mountains there will be an overflow."
Isaiah 65:21, "And they will certainly build houses and have occupancy; and they will certainly plant vineyards and eat [their] fruitage."
Nick, probably the most important thing you and yours need to do now is to recognize that, contrary to the teaching of christendom that all "good people" go to heaven immediately when they die, the Bible does not teach that! These verses I quoted for you are speaking about the promised new paradise which will be enjoyed here on earth by obedient mankind. Never has there been sickness or death or pain or lame ones or blind ones in the invisible spirit realm of heaven, nor is there a need to build houses and plant vineyards in heaven. So these conditions that have existed for thousands of years here on earth will be done away with here on earth! I hope that you will seek the truth of what the Bible REALLY teaches before it is too late!
Jehovah says:
"I have let myself be searched for by those who had not asked [for me]. I have let myself be found by those who had not looked for me. I have said, ‘Here I am, here I am!’ to a nation that was not calling upon my name." (Isaiah 65:1)
Terry