Brother, i read your post of your depression, i don't really know the clinically term of what its a result of so i really can give you an antidote but what i can give to you is an idea of a great gift in terms of applying this to your life now, in Romans Paul is talking and longing to visit the Roman church and he writes a letter " First, I thank my God through Jesus Christ for all of you, because your faith is being reported all over the world. God, whom i serve with my whole heart in preaching the gospel of his Son, is my witness how constantly I remember you in my prayers at all times; and I pray that now at last by God's will the way may be opened for me to come to you. Heres the key point James, he says "I long to see you so that I may impart to you some spiritual gifts to make yo strong- that is, that you and I may be mutually encouraged by each other's faith." This i think is what God would say to us guys, he's speaking this to you now, though some cant hear due to the fact of the static in the air he has a voice that only gets louder when you really understand the word and its purpose for you. When you see a plan bigger than yourself for you and it is made by God, the worries and small talk really isn't a concern, in my case its my family who really isn't supportive but i press on and show them , visually that i am who i say i am, a man of God, communication is very important, encouragement and love are too. I often think of what God would say to me and that was what i think he would say my spiritual brother. I can help you through if you want me to, you do have my personal addy and i would be happy too do that for you or anyone else for that matter, not to say i know all but what little i do know its enough i think to get to heaven and i think we all want that. God_bless you James :) Thomas
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