Hey Lee maybe this will help!
THE FERN AND THE BAMBOO
One day I decided to quit.... I quit my job,
my relationship, my spirituality..... I wanted
to quit my life. I went to the woods to have
one last talk with God.
"God", I said. "Can you give me one good
reason not to quit?"
His answer surprised me...
"Look around", He said. "Do you see the
fern and the bamboo?"
"Yes", I replied.
"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds,
I took very good care of them. I gave them light.
I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from
the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor.
Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I
did not quit on the bamboo.
In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant
and plentiful. And again, nothing came from
the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the
bamboo".
He said. "In the third year, there was still
nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would
not quit.
In the fourth year, again, there was nothing
from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit.
He said. "Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout
emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern
it was seemingly small and insignificant.
But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over
100 feet tall. It had spent the five years growing
roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it
what it needed to survive. I would not give any
of my creations a challenge it could not handle."
He said to me. "Did you know, my child, that all
this time you have been struggling, you have
actually been growing roots. I would not quit on
the bamboo. I will never quit on you. Don't
compare yourself to others."
He said. "The bamboo had a different purpose
than the fern, yet, they both make the forest
beautiful."
"Your time will come," God said to me. " You
will rise high!"
"How high should I rise?" I asked.
"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.
"As high as it can?" I questioned.
"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high
as you can."
Never regret a day in your life.
Good days give you Happiness.
Bad days give you Experiences.
Both are essential to life.
Happiness keeps you Sweet,
Trials keep you Strong,
Sorrows keep you Human,
Failures keep you Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,
But Only God keeps You Going!
Have a great day! The Son is shining!!
Hope that makes you feel better! God bless!
Your friend Tommy......