Dear James,
one with God is a majority,hence I believe that you will take the right decision about your next opportunity. I love this presentation about Justice and Judgment. I will just add a simple statement as I see both. The Scriptures clearly refers to Justice and Judgment as follows :
' The evil you do shall be meted unto you, and it shall be full and running over' There is no better way to live ,when these words are carefully studied and kept by all those who Love God.
Why should anyone wait until he is dead, to hope that its only thereafter that his sins or goodness will determine his final status with God? We all know that God is a very present help in trouble. He is equally a very present and constant judge on all motives, believes and commitments .He is constantly watching over us, and he takes cognizance of our daily activities. Time and God is one being in Spirit. There is no remedy for lost time.
In principle, our sins are judged each moment we commit them, and are forgiving every moment we seek a honest redemption from sin. Sins are not simply forgiving because we ask God to do so, but only when our appeal is honest enough to appease God.
If a child continues to steal and you as the father forgive him, Thats just a moral forgiveness. God will only forgive the child when he stops doing the same wrong things. So also are we all men before God. We make and build our way to Heaven , when we perceive sin and evil as same , and avoid to do them in our daily life's.
Jesus said to evil when he was temped ' GET BEHIND ME SATAN' . When something is behind you, you can't see it again. Hence out of sight is out of mind. When we keep away sin and evil from our minds, we have already enabled a clearly defined and objective state into a Heavenly guided Home. Its God that works with us daily to fulfill such.
Sin is never forgiven until it is completely abandoned. Hence no specific judgment day awaits humans. We choose our Heaven according to our motives and deeds, so that when Jesus comes, we don't expect him to die a second time to clean our unforgivable and un-abandoned sins to enter into Heaven. When we seek God truly, we find peace and Love. Thats the only true justice and Judgment.
Thanks
Pierre Louma