Hi
Kathy, I missed your message the other day and when I tried to get back
to you I had my computer crash again. It is so hard working with this
old thing as I never know when it is going to die on me. I guess in
computer world 9 years is pretty old. I have been trying to save for a
new laptop but as yet I am not there.
Anyway a bit about me. I
am a 54 year young man who as the result of a work accident 14 years
ago became disabled. I got crushed between a brick wall with a steel
bar just over waist high and a 5000 pound garbage compactor. A friend
was helping me move it and he lost his balance and let go of it and I
had no where to go. I ruptured discs in my back , had two back
surgeries as a result and lost most of the feeling in my left leg and
part in my right. It has gotten worse over the years and I have had
four other surgeries related to my back injury and losing my balance,
having falls and damaging other body parts. I am in pain 24-7 on meds
that barely do anything any more. The meds are going to disappear this
year for sure one way or the other. I was told I would not walk out of
the hospital but seven days later I did it on my own and have stayed on
my feet since then. I get around slowly but I get around. I just take
it a day at a time but I am never ready to give up and won't.
One thing that happened
to me as a result of this trauma I ended up with dyslexia again. I had
it as a child but for some reason it came back because of the accident
and sometimes it is difficult to learn things. I have tried since last
summer to get something going on line and have spent a lot of money
doing it. I would ask for support and explain my condition to them like
I am to you but once the money was paid the support never followed. I
would get e-mail from some of them only to ask for more money to buy
something else so I could make more money. It never made sense to me
that they would do that but it happened and I do not bother with any of
them any more.
I know Kathy that with
repetitive application of things that I can learn and do things. It
might take me a bit longer But I know I can do it. It just takes some
patience on the other persons part to give me a chance.
I need to get a on line
business going as soon as possible so at least I can get a residual
income coming in. I am on a disability pension which does not go very
far and I want to be able to give my family what they deserve. I want
them not to have to worry about where the money is going to come from
if something arises that I have to pay for. They tell me not to worry
but I do and always will. I just want to get to a point that I can buy
something with out worry, go on vacation sometime when I want to and
never have to worry again about finances.
Kathy, there is a bit of
my story for now. I am sorry it is so long and I hope I got to the
point about where I am and what I would like to try and do. If you can
help I would be for ever grateful. I to will help any one else that I
can help. I worked as a counselor for a number of years and giving from
my heart is what I know to do so if I could ever help you just ask and
I will do what I can.
You take care Kathy, be safe, stay well & take care. Hope to hear from you soon.
Thanks Again
Bill Buick
Bill Buick