Hi Kathy! I tried several times to get there, but kept getting a server error. Too bad too, because I could use some uplifting.
I have fallen into a mode of despair. It seems that everything I have worked so hard for is about to disintegrate before my eyes. I am trying very hard not to feel sorry for myself, but it isn't working. I guess I feel most sorry for my kids, my mother and my husband.
I failed to reach my income goal for 2006, which was to write for a new person each day.
I have failed to get my house built and it looks as though I may lose the one I live in.
I have failed to raise the money Jerimiah needs to go on the Student Ambassador Trip, and his tutition is due in a couple of months. I am $4000 short.
I am terribly depressed.
I'm not asking for anyone's help. I've already done that, and no one has seemed to care.
I will continue to pray for those who need prayers, but don't ask me for money. I don't have any. I've given all the money to others that I have to give, there just isn't anymore.
My goal for 2007 is the same as for 2006. I want to have at least one paying client per day. I'd also like to get a hold of the guy that owes me $1000 for services rendered. He's owed me this money since July. He taught me a valuable lesson... Get paid up front.
Okay, enough crying in my coffee. I hope that link works soon, I really could use the cheering up.
Have an awesome day, Kathy! You are an awesome person.
Trina
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