My father took me to get my bloodwork done on Tuesday, as far as the depression goes I am not getting better. I am now upping my prozac in hopes it will help. I am not suicidal but I get so frustrated being OCD and depressed that I just want to punch a hole in the wall in rage. When I say I feel like a curse I mean I feel like my ocd is a burden to everyone. I am worried about Thanksgiving tomorrow I do not want to tell people how depressed I am if they ask me how i am doing tomorrow but I do not know what to do. I will have the results back on  my blood test by Monday I believe.