Thank you for sharing Diane. Like Myrna, whenever I read it, this story moves me up.
I drive my life mostly out of comfort zone. Not because I am lover of discomfort (I am a true brat - hedonist :) ), but because re-inventing a wheel does not make sense to me. Living that way was not always as pleasant and as effortless as I could wish, so I was seeking how to rule over things which tried to convince me how I am one to be ruled by them.
It was a long lasting search. I was climbing up to the stars, and falling down (into the deep hole of the wolves, better known as my own judgments) a few times each day. Grhhhhhhhh. But I have learned to dance over the wire like dancing over the floor.
Best what I have learned so far is how to turn focus into zoom. How to get, with an ease and pleasure, in a full harmlessness, all what I might need and desire. Life is only one, and even if it could last ..... thousands years, I wish to live it as my own play, to be a radiant bomb of joy and happiness 24/7, literally.
Diane, thanks for being inspiration!
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