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As the moment of humanity’s awakening approaches, many are experiencing unexpected emotions of great intensity arising into their awareness – the remembering and re-experiencing of long forgotten or deeply buried trauma – “stuff’ that they thought was over and done with, that they thought was healed. Childhood wounds and suffering are often very deeply buried to enable the child to survive and grow, but in later life they surface to be healed, and re-experiencing them can be very painful and surprisingly intense.

If they are not addressed as they arise the suffering intensifies. To address and release them is part of humanity’s awakening process because you will awaken into Love, Reality, Source, where anything that is not in alignment with that wondrous state, your natural state, has to be left behind, discarded or dissolved before you awaken, because the unreal cannot enter into Reality.

When you go within, to your holy sanctuary of divine Love – and no one is without one – tell God of your suffering and ask for help to let it go by surrendering it to Her. She is male and female in perfect harmonious equilibrium and will embrace and soothe your troubled hearts, allowing those ancient and painful traumas to just dissolve into the nothingness from which they seemed to arise.

Remember, there is only Now. Nothing remains from the past, which is unreal, and nothing hangs over you as the future approaches because that too is unreal. You are, and always are, the beloved and untroubled children of God residing now in His Presence in utter peace and joy. What you, as humans, experience apart from Love, is unreal and cannot last.

Make daily visits to that holy inner sanctuary where Love resides – permanently – open your hearts, and allow It to embrace you. All that you need do is allow by surrendering to It, and then you will realize that you are One with It, and that indeed there is no separation.

Doing that allows all that buried or denied trauma, suffering, or plain emotional confusion with which you are all burdened to arise into your awareness, and then, if you do not engage with it by trying to remember all that happened in that particular instance, or try to understand it, it will dissolve. It will probably not be instantaneous because it is like grief, it has to flow through, and because you are living as humans in time, it takes time and you will feel it, possibly very intensely, so have tissues at hand. (John has been doing a lot of this over the last few months.)

When the flow ceases you will feel relaxed, probably quite tired, and at peace . . . until the next time! But, it will come to an end, and the more willingly you allow it in the more quickly will it pass. Men probably have more of a problem with this than women because they are mostly enculturated to be tough. And being tough means not showing emotions, therefore blocking their emotions (although anger is often seen as tough, and is therefore acceptable!) has become normal, so when sadness or suffering of any kind arises, leading to crying, it is almost automatic to shut it down.

So for men, it will probably be necessary to find somewhere safe, somewhere they know that they will not be seen or disturbed, and thus safe from the embarrassment of being seen not only to have intense feelings, but to be sobbing their hearts out! It is NOT unmanly to do so, that is just an unfortunate male stereotype that needs to be discarded.

To release all this buried and painful emotional trauma is an absolutely essential part of your and humanity’s awakening process. However, if you have already done a lot of work on yourselves, what you experience may well be as a result of your wise and loving choice to assist in the collective release of eons of trauma that have resulted from the painful games in which all have been involved since the separation experience was initiated.

When “stuff” comes up . . . rejoice! It means that you have made the decision to release all that is holding you back by opening to Love, your true and eternal nature. It will be unsettling, buried emotions disclosed are always unsettling, but allowing them to flow will bring you to a space in which inner peace will enfold you. That place of inner peace is closed off to you when you deny or bury your feelings because that intense resistance you are living with closes off access to the comforting arms of Love. Love feels! You know that because you have all at some time experienced Love offered and have accepted It, even if only briefly, though probably not as you are reading this.

Love is what the search for meaning is all about, and has always been all about, but the games of survival that you have been playing for eons have required you to build defenses against attack and betrayal, and those defenses also lock out Love. Love is always vulnerable, undefended, and amazingly strong and powerful.

When you open to Love you no longer need defenses of any kind. Allowing the pain and suffering of past traumas to arise in your awareness and flow out through you washes away those fearful needs, freeing you to engage fully with your Source, from Whom you have never for even a moment been separated.

Go within and discover the treasures that have been stored there over the eons. Every single loving thought, word, or deed you have ever engaged with, no matter how seemingly inconsequential it may have seemed to you, has helped create a store house of treasures that you will discover with delighted astonishment when you awaken into full conscious awareness of who you truly are.

Lay down your masks, the false selfs you present to the world, open your hearts in vulnerability and delight in the freedom you experience. When you do you will find others, also unmasked, responding to you, and true relationships, holy relationships, will be established where you would previously have thought them impossible. You are all beings of Light, of Love, and when you uncloak yourselves by dropping your masks or false selfs and offer Love to others, instead of cautious observance as you check for the safety of the situation, the responses you call forth will delight and astound you.

You are Love, and so is everyone else, therefore engage only lovingly, and exult in the wonder that results. This is the time for which you have been yearning, so open your hearts and engage fully with the joy that awaits you.

Your loving brother, Jesus.

That which is Cosmic Awareness is available. Please Joan, proceed.

Thank you, and welcome Awareness to the April 10, 2016 Rainbow-Phoenix Membership session. Will Berlinghof is the Voice of Cosmic Awareness, Joan Mills the Energizer and Questioner. Do you have an opening message or any event you would like to discuss please at this time?

That this Awareness would say that at this time, many energies are occurring and that it is a time of instability and unsettlement, and that this is a continuance of the energies this Awareness was speaking of last month, the month of March, and even before March.

That this is a very powerful time indeed, and can create great havoc in the world, but it can also create great havoc in one’s own country or nation, in one’s own region, and most definitely in one’s own life.

Therefore if it is the case for each who is having a difficult time of it, where it is unsettled and demanding, that this Awareness would ask all to remember the importance of sacred neutrality at this time, of finding a way of not being drawn into the negative energies that are pummeling the planet, that are being focused and directed by certain ones who have an agenda.

This in particular to world events and national events, and that it is easy to get caught up in the events and to get caught up in the terror of things, especially if there are events that might come down in the next while, that will produce great terror and great angst and great fear.

That no matter what comes down, that one must stay neutral, must step into that which is the sacred neutral, for this is that which could also be understood to be the ‘eye in the center of the hurricane’, and as these energies swirl around you, storm around you, on the many layers and levels that they can express themselves, that by staying in the eye of the hurricane, in the center of your being, by maintaining sacred neutrality without judging the right or wrong of ones who are embroiled in actions, that you may not see as justified, or correct.

That nonetheless, to stay in the eye of the hurricane in your sacred neutrality will provide for you the means by which to get through these difficult unsettled energies that are very much percolating at this time, that are erupting at this time.

Of course for those who are not having such experiences, where things are even for them, and life is not havoc and chaos, that this Awareness would say that you are managing it, you are in the eye of the hurricane, in the center of your being, and that you are maintaining your understanding of the sacred neutrality, and this is that which you can show others, simply by being in that balanced place, in that place where you are not in fear or angst.

That ones who achieve this, that ones who are in such a state are visible to others who are in such a state, so do not be surprised if there will come to you those who would ask you, how are you maintaining such calmness, such stability, such positiveness.

Take this then as an opportunity for those who are in that place of balance and harmony and positivity, where you see the deeper picture and not simply the contributing factors of that picture, the small details that are being manipulated.

Use your position to share with others how you view things, how you understand things and how you hold things. You do not need to step upon a soap box; you do not need to force others to see it your way. But, if asked by those who are seeing that you are in a place of stability and balance, simply speak from your heart, the truth of your being and how you see things and how you live your life.

That this too is that which at this time of great instability can occur, many are beginning to awaken, indeed, it is the storm itself that is shaking them awake, and this is an opportunity, both for one’s own personal growth and development, to reach that place of stability and balance, as well as being the opportunity for those who live in that point, that center point, to share with others: how they see things, how they feel things, how they believe and what they know.

Most of all, during these weeks and months, remember that no matter what happens, it is all a journey. It is all an adventure, and that you have chosen this adventure, you have come into the experience of a lifetime, and in that choice, you have the capacity to view it, either as a chaotic journey full of havoc and destruction, upheaval and despair, or from a higher point where because you chose it.

There must be a reason why you chose it and that you know from that higher point of your being you are here to go through this and help calm the waters and assist the many who are being pushed against the wall so brutally at this time, but who, by being pushed against the wall are now ready to ask questions, and to change their point of view.

These are exciting times, these are generous times, these are times of Great Spirit coming through to that which is the collective. You are part of the collective, but you are also an expression of Great Spirit, of Divine Source, of that highest conception of that which is your multi-dimensionality, and as a multi-dimensional spiritual being, having an experience of a lifetime, that this Awareness says to one and all, enjoy the journey, enjoy the trip, hold it to be the adventure you have always wished for and live your life as if it is so, for it is indeed so.

That this does complete the Opening Message.

Thank you, it was wonderful, very inspiring, very much appreciated. Thank you.

“Maintain the Sacred Neutral,” channeled by Will Berlinghof, April 10, 2016, at http://rainbowphoenixcom.ipage.com/Archives/20160410Q1.pdf