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Friends, family, yesterday was a hard day for this heart of mine and i know that it is a sin to blame oneself for the actions of others , its also a sin to blame yourself in doing so, so i wrote as Achi Peter did say a sci-fi thing, i really didn't want to really say what i wanted to and expose some members here, this is not me nor will it ever be, yes we all have things come our way with bad tidings in here, perhaps a lack of understanding? perhaps Jealousy? im not sure but whatever it is i know i was wrong. I have written a biblical thought last night, late and i will post perhaps last time? I am however a business partner here and a HIVE manager and will not leave my Obligations under a stressful time. I thank Monica for being there for me, perhaps in the past we have had our differences but we have this friendship that i cant explain in words, i got a PM from Patricia, Brother Joe D, Judy still a business partner and so many others in here through Adland and my own personal addy, i felt that my encouraging through my showcases were dwindling because of my attitude? or my beliefs as a Christian priest and so when i got some hate mail in here for the last time i got bummed and wrote this "what if" thread. I am sorry for causing so much grief or anguish, i must go post to my good sweet dear friend Branka and explain, perhaps i'll copy and paste what i have said here to her forum thread. For now one last post and then my obligations are just with business, thank you for allowing me to be who i am. God_bless you. Adlands prayerwarrior Thomas Richmond.
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