Hi Vi, Re-read your post...& be encouraged. You have a lot to share with others. We need your light. Remember that we gain strength in numbers, & in sharing our light. How can I help? Feel free to call me or email me anytime. You are a kind soul. Never forget your value to others & most of all God. You are special & unique, with many gifts to explore & share. Take care & I look forward to getting to know you better. Cheryl