Thank you Jill for all support and you kindness!

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Welcome to Philoxenia and the Tribute to AdlandPro. You are a special friend and a good lightworker. I follow carefully your nice post in Jill's forum with interest. I have much to learn from you. Keep up the good work.

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My dear Roger,

I saw this your post, along with PM, the day you posted it, but my connection is still very problematic, and my dear Fujitsu-Siemens laptop supports it greatly (works like a dying horse).

Bless your beautiful and compassionate heart!

I am sure that the method you recommended us is very powerful and great.

I must ADMIT SOMETHING, for me unbelievable.

Passing through so many different kind of .... what? Life examinations ? (people usually call them adversities, temptations and challenges) I easily learned how to get rid from :

- mother`s, daughter`s and female possessiveness (hove accomplished it with a big ease, in just a few lessons)

- how to feel always great and happy : being a millionaire or a beggar (was born with that blessing, and accomplished it very easy)

- how to stop discriminating (not in my outer statements and polite, civilized expressions, but IN MY HEART) all other Gods and how to respect each God`s name as much as I respect Jesus Christ (long lasting and painful learning, accomplished recently)

.............. So, when I came a few days ago to the point when decided to finally be apart of my first love (which substituted all my  loneliness practically from my birth) ... when decided to be apart of my cigarette or my beloved pipe .....

Look, beside accomplished so many spiritual lessons .... I buried my only sister 2 years ago. And ... have learned to bear with that.

A many of my friends, before the war and during the war ... passed to the celestial pastures ... And could bear with this  big pain.

My country has been ruined and lost .... and I survived.

And now my cigarette would be left by me.

I know this may scandalize all of you but this is the truth.

Luka`s younger sister perished third day after her premature birth.

She was in incubator, apart of me. It was 03,10 AM when I was awakened, losing my breath. It was terrible, but I understood that my little girl is passing away.

A few days ago, when I expressed my will to be apart of cigarette .... the pain I felt I can only compare with an awareness that my daughter is gone.

Dear Roger, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for offering your help and support. I greatly appreciate it.

But in such important things I AM ONE MAN BAND.

I would do that shortly.

It would be painless and easy. And forever.

And very very soon.

Would let you all know when and how :) .

Thanks, a many thanks again!

Love you,

Branka

 

 

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Dear Luis Miguel, Thanks for the concern and for sharing your experience in such a difficult thing. Actually, it is not difficult. I am just spoiled, but I think I deserve to spoil myself :) . This won`t now be an excuse more : cigarette was only one "being" ever, which I permitted to come close to me. Recently, I substituted it by one amazing HUMAN BEING IN TROUSERS :) ... and before that, I met God. Now don`t like to shock you, telling that ANY HUMAN BEING AND GOD became just the SUBSTITUTION for the cigarette ... Rather, from some time ago I really do not feel LONLEY ... so I can let my first love to be apart. I do believe in technique NOW , with GOD`S POWERFUL HELP. Hope you`re great. Thinking of you so often, sending you much love and blessings! Branka